I feel fragmented today. I have many things on my mind.Like light fractured through a prism--shooting all over the room.
Aric's autism therapy.
My dinner party Saturday.
PMS (why do they call it that when the worst is DURING, not Pre?)
My older son (although, his issues have mellowed lately *smiles*)
Wanting to play (yes, the ^evil^ wicked kinky sort of playing)
Finishing my erotic story in my head--wanting to type it
I really need to just *focus*
And I will--cooking makes me do that. My last dinner party, something went awry, and I had to have someone else cook the main dish. I so much appreciated the help (I didn't know how to make beef stroganoff without the packets that my roommate had thrown away accidentally)--but I missed the zen that can happen in the kitchen when it's just me and the food and the chopping--and the dance of the timing to make it all *happen* at once.
And doing it all with a song in your heart. That is the key.
Maybe I will just start with the song, and the focus will follow.
*Bright Blessings*
Linda
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