As I am doing my reading (I am 1/3 of the way through the Frankl book and 1/5 of the way through the suicide book--which is a psychological thesis---and have been hunting and pecking in the Dummies book)---I have realized that I need to change my Interior Landscape.
For that is what makes people become Hopeless. It is what they are seeing inside their heads. For them, circumstances have become Unbearable and they see no end to the current situation.
I see an end now---the County called today and said that I am For Sure getting a Waiver for my son for next year. That means more support and respite services for him. More breaks for me--a more normal life.
Thank You God/dess.
And I have received extra money to help for the rest of the summer--and then his therapists that Should have started in May will finally be starting at the end of August. All the doctors say that he shows promise with intense therapy.
So, as I was looking through google for landscapes, I found this pic and it reminded me of my life's philosophy boiled down to a little nursery rhyme
Row, row, row your boat
Gently down the stream
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily
Life is but a Dream
SAIL ON
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